this morning i was feeling horriable the cancer burned inside all night long was completely drained from the 11 hours on my feet the day before lroie was gone 12 hours doing a air bnb service job and the three dogs shit and pissed all over the small room we live in i woke up to clean up four piles of dp,and piss tha had missed the pads  they were attacking me scracthing my arms and legs to death while i cleaned it up befor maggie ate all the puppies poo and pee groce that took two hours before i was making coffee got that done got coffee started then took then outside they went bat shit crazy eating everything they saw in the yard including dirt chasing them to stop doind that and go poddy they wont my pee bag needed draining had to do that well that was to late the puppie grabbed it bit two hole in it and i had a sock full of pee rounded them up to go in and they all defied me took 30 min to get them back inside the coffe was done they were fighting getting very aggresive put a spanking on them they stopped as soon as I went into the bathroom to chang my foely cateter bag I herd stuff hit the floor then im up right out of the bathroom into the living roomwith benny the 27lb puppie come down from his mamas beside table with everything she had on it of of it and on the floor under the bed all he does is grab something and run so does his mom get that cleaned up then i go to the kitchen and start prepairing there meals thaw out some fresh chicken or beef and clean some fresh veggies for the dogs dinners and i havent even had my coffee and i have dedicated 4 hours of this morning to them get my coffe start the food you see i woke at 6:30 am to drain my bag and take my cancer meds im getting my coffee now and its 11.30 the hospice nurse knocks on the front door no early warning just shows up i say not our time she said i tet you to tell you i was coming and i said did you get a tet back she said no and i said why you here she ignore the ouestion but under her breath she saied it wasnt convenient for me then i say your med are comming two days late its happening again so we look at the dates .thats all for now thanks for reading i see you soon the guy with cancer who cooks for his dogs and works harder than any maid ever did